Wanted to show her a painting. Not a slide. The real thing. Decided
against it.
In the barn by myself, I unrolled the canvas. The work was unfinished
never framed. It was a triptych. Three panels. In the central panel,
a women was entering an abortion clinic through a line of picketers
holding pictures of aborted fetuses. She was pale. The central figure
in the painting.
The faces of the picketers were distorted. Hatred. Of women. The hatred
of slaveowners for the slaves who no longer fear their lash. On the right
hand panel was a list of the politicians who had voted against the
minimum wage increase that year.
On the left hand panel there was nothing. I had agonized on what to
include, but nothing was right. I was about 65 years old when I painted
it. Never had a child. Knew I never would. Was that why the panel on
the left was blank?