He sent me a note saying he was working on the stuff for my show in March and would send it off as soon as possible. That was all.

I guess I could call him. There were never any rules between us about who called who.

But in my letter to him I wrote that I still loved him. And now it feels to me that I should wait. For him to contact me if he wants.

I feel like a teenager. Waiting for the phone to ring.

It hasn't yet.