Sid has not called me.
He sent me a note saying he was working on the stuff for my show in
March and would send it off as soon as possible. That was all.
I guess I could call him. There were never any rules between us about who
called who.
But in my letter to him I wrote that I still loved him.
And now it feels to me that I should wait.
For him to contact me if he wants.
I feel like a teenager. Waiting for the phone to ring.
It hasn't yet.